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2010-06-01T09:22:00.000-07:00

LOL , i hate to say this but yes im back blogging bitches ! :D

thanks to Aika , i following him back in blogging..

so guys please stay tune for new update of me ;)

*winks*

2009-09-17T01:03:00.000-07:00

new blog

http://hangingonthethreadlove.blogspot.com

last time. the last time. :)

2009-07-23T20:24:00.000-07:00

hey guys.
im sorry for not active in my blog anymore.
to be honest i want to stop using online stuff.
maybe not? maybe seldom?
i also dont know which one i want to choose
oh well.
if you guys change your URL or what so ever..
just leave it at cbox there aite?
byebye ;D

close to death.

2009-06-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

today..
i have been experienced something that quite thrill and scary.
and it happen in front of my own eyes.
an accident happen.
omg.
it was damn scary..
motorcycle hit a car blocking his way.

i suppose when to see Fizmo at Summit around 630 pm
i usually take the main road because from there it is much safer and near to Summit.
and then i almost reach at the place where the road is really busy with transport always come in and out.
suddenly..
without a warning.
BANG!
accident..
i was shocked.
i can see the motorcyclist is flying after hit the car.
omg.. at that moment i just stand like a tree.
few seconds later..
i realise i have to get there and give help to the motorcyclist who was thrown away a few metres..
sad thing..
everyone just watching the incident without any respond or want to help the injured motorcyclist..
is this what we call Malaysia that have budi bahasa?
think again.. where is the budi bahasa that people always say that they have..
even own community you cant help?
back to story..
its take me for 1 minutes to get a help from a kind man to bring the injured motorcyclist to hospital.
after reach to the nearest hospital which is SJMC.
he have send to emergency room.
that moment my hand is shaking and i cant say any word.
the kind men who help me offer to fetch me back..
so after reach home.
the police call me for the investigation about the accident.
so i have to go back there.
im sorry for troubling the kind men for helping me and sending the injured guy to the hospital.
thanks alot.
i respect you for your kindness.
after police asking me a few question.
i get back home again.
and on the way i get back.
the injured motorcyclist is passed away.
i just say 'innalillah' and bless him in other world.

it was an unforgettable experience that i ever have.
i take this incident as a lesson to remember how short our life can be.
god can pull our life anytime he want to.
so remember.
do good thing while we still alive in this world because there is no second chance when u leave this world already.

tQ god for showing me.
i becareful this time.

tagged

2009-06-23T07:21:00.000-07:00

hey guys.
erm today i have to blog because someone KNS tagged -.-"
so i have to..
by the way guys im sorry for not updating my blog always because i was busy with college.
so...
lets start tagging..

BLA BLA BLA kena tagged by Janice Goh Mei Yin (aka kanasai mui :P)

001. Real Name: Muhammad Zulhelmi Bin Ramli Wong

002. Nickname(s): Jaymiiee,Ajoy(family call),Zul,Helmi,Kimi & Miemie *so many name sorry*

003. Age: 18 years

004. Horoscope: aries

005. Gender: male (can i choose female?LOL)

006. Elementary: never go tadika LOL

007. Primary school: Pasir Ris Primary School

008. Secondary school: SMK Usj8

009. College: Kolej PTPL (Shah Alam)

010. Hair colour: black (soon gold alil bit :P)

011. Hair length: i never take a ruler then measure because i know it is stupid to do that.

012. Loud or Quiet: mood? if good ok,if not GG!

013. Sweats or Jeans: sweats? jeans? err both?

014: Phone or camera: BOTH of COURSE!

015. Health Freak: hmm so far im clean

016. Drink or Smoke: i dont like them both

017. Do you have a crush on someone: yes? maybe? dont know?

018. Eat or Drink: if can 2 bowl of maggie also i can eat with coke

019. Piercings: no,if i did look like cow

020. Tattoos: haram la dari segi agama (islam)

021. Social or Anti-social: i love my friends so you guys think la :D

022. Righty or lefty: right

023. First piercing: never in my life want do this.

024. First relationship: secret because got reason to it.

025. First Best Friend: when i was small kid so cant remember.

026. First Award: erm , i forgot what award i win. maybe Oscar? LOL *dreaming*

027. First Kiss: erm.. dont want talk about it.

028. First Pet: cat name Tom.

029. First Big Vacation: UK

030. First Love at first sight: havent and its impossible it will happen on me.

031. First Big Birthday: small is enough. :)

032. First Surgery: at leg *when was 3 years old*

033. First sport you joined: football weee :)

034. Orange or Apple juice: i want sirap bandung kan? :O

035. Rock or Rap: Rape? LOL haha i choose rap.

036. Country or Screamo: i like scream but dont like screamo like Fizmo xP

037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: hate gay group like them HAHA!

038. Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera: Benci and Cipet Agila

039. Night or Day: Day n Night LOL! crookers remix

040. Sun or Moon: moon . nightlife is the best!

041. TV or Internet: internet!

042. Playstation or XboX: playstation 3

043. Kiss or hug: i want both :3

044. Iguana or turtle: dont like them so dont ask this question =.="

045. Spider or bee: bibi? can? LOL

046. Fall or spring: too bad i never exprience it because Malaysia are different from European continent

047. Limewire or iTunes: Window Media Player :x

048. Soccer or baseball: Soccer!

049. Eating: Anything as long i'm full is enough

050. Drinking: Sky juice is my choice with Teh O'

051. Excitement level: maximum level *as long as i want to*.

052. I'm about to: do the same thing what i want do now.

053. Listening to: xiao liu sing - hao ren

054. Plan for today: go dota kill as many hero as i want!

055. Waiting for: Ash finish his DOTA.

056. Energy Level: sleepy but still got fighting spirit for DOTA

057. Thinking of someone: Fizmo,Janice & what i want to eat @@

058. Want kids: depends on future *i dont know i marry or not in the future*.

059. Want to get married: i want marry with the person i choose to be with.

060. When: as long dont get too old and crappy is enough.

061. How many kids: depends how many time i FUCK my wife. LOL :P

062. Any name on the mind: erm i want my son name Daniel.

*063 & 064 is missing *

065. Mellow future or wild: ape benda ini? -.-?

066. Something you would never try: drugs. smoking. mabuk king -.-"

067. Which is the better in the girl you like(in the future): a girl? my life partner? i dont know.

068. Lips or Eyes: err lazy la to choose this one!

069. Romantic or Funny: both

070. Shorter or Taller: taller

071. Older or Younger: middle age can? i want like 20-25 @@

072. Romantic or Spontaneous: both :)

073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Nice nose.

074. Sensitive or Loud: i choose loud *sensitive not my type*

075. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship

076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: trouble maker in DOTA can?

077. Muscular or normal: normal la. muscular make me feel geli.

078. Kissed a stranger: actually if i go club maybe i terkiss stranger @@

079. Broken a bone: yea i have that type of problem.

080. Lost glasses or contacts: nope.

081. Ran away from home: nope.

082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: nope.

083. Killed somebody: if i kill people , just in DOTA only.

084. Broken someone's heart: probably?

085. Had your heart broken: yeap

086. Been arrested: no!

087. Cried when someone died: yeap

088. Fallen for a friend: yes.

089. Do you believe in yourself: yeapp.

090. Miracles: hard to get miracles neways..

091. Santa claus: aku bukan christian!

092. Heaven: yes!

093. When do you want to die: god only knows.

094. Tooth Fairy: WOI AKU BUKAN BUDAK KECIK LAGI!

095. Kiss on the first date: err yea? dont know.. dint remember.

096. Angels: yes

097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: errrm. im loyal to someone that i love so i think yeah.

098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now: YES OF COURSE I DO!

099. Do you believe in God: YES!

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people:

Fizmo
Janice
Peiyienn
Xiu Ming
Eu Jun
Donz
Charissa
Juzz
Sheryn
Delsonzai

lol~

2009-06-20T21:22:00.000-07:00

hello guys.
sorry dint update my blog.
busy wiith college.
haha.

well..
PTPL is not bad.
but the bad thing is.
at there got so many motorcycle gang as we know they so called MAT REMPIT.
and many Indian too.
Chinese?
not that many.
Chinese only on MSU only.
to be honest..
i still dont have friend at there.
i mean in class.
outside.
only Fiz and Beekay i know
hah?
well my journey to study got long way to go
2 and half year.
i wish to all my friends who want continue study in college..
please come PTPL.
everyone was cool.
as long we dont do any stupid thing.

well.
i think just to make a simple short post.
tomorrow i will be back at there.
haha.
hoping to get new friend :)
so for now?
adios babe!~

i dont ask you to believe.

2009-06-15T18:06:00.000-07:00

OIT DUDE.
you say i not going to France meh?
you say i lie to you all?
fuck off la you dont know anything.
you dare to ask my bestfriend and say that im lieing to you all.
why dont you ask me straight?
LOL faggot.

eiy,bro
if i did lie like you care meh?
then how about you?
you lie to other you think we dont know meh?
you lie like more then other people?
you like make your story big but obviously its a lie?
your old attitude start to come back again.
oh please fuck off i wont give a goddamn to you man.
sorry to say you have no more chance la.
you never change.
everyone is talking about you and your old attitude you know?
you want kena whack?
if whacking you is the only solution to solve this problem..
can we do that?
we all just give you a little chance but doesnt mean we going to be easy on you.
you say you want change but obviously is a fake promise?
yeah whatever dude.
everyone is avoiding on you now.
fucked up with your life now.

P*S : sapa makan cili rasa pedas sendiri lo . one simple thing .
i'm avoiding you now . some people take same step like i did too .
so fuck your life because no one is really like you with your attitude .
if you want table talk ? come find us . but remember last time ?
thats our last table talk . so i think this new table talk gonna get rough .
and you know what is it .

cheesecake & 4 stoges. :P

2009-06-14T06:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday.

13 june 2009.
saturday.
i finally step back to my home soil.
going back from France to Singapore then straight back to Malaysia.
i dont have much sleep accept when i was in the way back to Singapore.
entire take 17 hours.
damn pain my neck.

reach Malaysia at 12 p.m
straight Sunway.
meet my boy , Fizmo.
and 1 gay couple.
Darren and Donz.
LOL how sweet? :D

play snooker.
damn sohai.
the game like cant be finish in one day.
damn long.
we decided just throw those ball to the holes.
easier i guess.
lepak do nothing.
we go for lunch at gasoline.
because of budget i wont dare to eat so much.

after we all eating.
we go arcade.
damn boring and i enjoying beating Darren in initial D as for pleasure.
HOHO.
after arcade walk around like lost in nowhere.
Darren decided buy cappucino so yeah.
sit at there.
lepak again , lifeless man.
Darren ask me " hey Kimi do you want anything ? "
i say " i want cheesecake , can i ?
" sure ! "
LOL!
so end up we all sharing one cheesecake and cappucino x)

here is some picture for you. we take at there.

staring by : myself as a myself

Fizmo as a cappucino taster

cheesecake as cheesecake lo what else :D

Eu Jun as a cheesecake owner xD

Donz as a cheesecake boy.

lol.
then around 6 i and Fizmo go to Fiz's house
i send my stuff over there.
and get ready clubbing at Eurphoria.
sorry i dint take any picture at Eurphoria because i forgot to do so..
x(

so anyways it was great day.
with Donz and Darren at daylight
and at night with David , Chibi , Beekay , Fizmo & myself.

oh ok thats all :D
byeee!

cilaka.?

2009-06-13T19:40:00.000-07:00

hoho.
wassup bitch and bastard?
hehe kidding :D
anyway how are you all my reader?
hope you all fine just like i am.

so..
i got alot of story and question want to ask.
since i just leave Malaysia for 2 weeks..
many thing come around when i not here.
LOL!
yeah.. Fizmo tell me alot of stories.
got alot of kind story..
weird,lame and someone never change..

the weird..
errr ahar make me laugh la.
i dont want to say it la..
lazy and it's lame.

lame one?
erm.. HOTB is back and they quite messy..
too messy la.
i also pening.

erm sad story im going continue my study..
HATE STUDY LIFE!
x)

but the next one i really hate to say.

dude.
i heard you make story like 0ld time you use to.
err? dont you know what you did this time obviously it's a lie?
sorry to say man..
you keep continue on like this , your ass will be getting kicked soon.
thats the truth..
well lucky for you because you will be going NS (national service)
i hope you better change your attitude la dude after you going there.
it's getting annoying * for them *
well i cant say anything because i not here with you all.
so..??
sorry to say , i dont care about you already dude..

SANGAT SORRY! YOU BLOW MY TRUSTNESS ON YOU!

so yeah.. i only write base on what i heard from this guys but it's enough to make me sick of your old attitude..
you never gonna change arent you?

anyways.. i going back Malaysia soon and study at Shah Alam PTPL..
i dont want study at France because the H1N1 spread damn fast at there..
because of that i was send back..
and yeah i can meet my old friends back woohoo! *jumping screaming damn happy wahliao O.O! *

erm that's all la..
lazy..
i also dont know what to type.

ops ops!

2009-06-12T01:57:00.000-07:00

hey guys.

erm sorry for late updating my blog.

i was in France at the place so called Marseille

nice place yeah damn enjoy living in here.

oh btw. i came to France to continue my study.

my family force me to study here.

but its ok.

i kinda quite like it.

so my blog will be late update or maybe no update at all.

haha kidding.

i try my best to update my blog.

and i promise that.

ok guys.

i better go now.

byebye!

my bright shiny day turn to dark & blackhole suck everything of me.

2009-05-28T06:32:00.000-07:00

ahar ahar.
OHOI aloya ; sweatness turn to GAY-TARD :P
ohmygod.
what am i talking?
LOL.

well today my mood kinda turn me down.
i dont know why.
well cant blame Barcelona make Manchester United lose.
so whatthahell..?
i'm suppose blogging what's up with me right?

okok back to the story..
this is how i feel entirely through out my life after i lose everything that i have.
i regret because i blow it.. i regret because i just cant do it..
my life.. kinda suck i guess? or maybe worst..
yeah.. i acting happy through out my life but deep inside of me..
i get hurt , feeling down , emotional , depress and what so ever you guys can think of..
it's not like i'm despo try to find a new life..
but.. i dont know why it's always happen to me..
if you guys think you'll see a happy Kimi or Jaymiiee..
dont think that i always have a such a big lie of me so called "happy life"..
i have been through alot of some shit things..
i get dump by my ex , i get fucked up with my crazy & twisted thinking family , i get backstab from my so called "bestfriend" & what ever god has been throw alot of test on me..
and so what?
is there more to come?
oh god.. i dint mean i dint respect you but i have been through alot of test.
and yeah.. i get use to it.
and get bored with it too.
but..
i learn so many thing what happen through around me.
and yeah.. the result..
i have been more independence and stronger then last time.
but still..
some people think i'm a jackass and some think i'm good to be friend with..
well fuck off to haters and thanks my friends who always be with me.
i dont need list out all my friends name that good to me and even the SOHAI who hates me.
if you think you'll my friend you can feel what i feel and what i'm talking about..
if you SOHAI..
then SENDIRI PERASAN la!
sighs..

and i'm so grateful that i have a good friend like Fizmo.
he the only one can feel what i feel.
and
Juzz , my Singapore rocking buddy.
they are same. i can say they're twins from god send down to earth and help me?
big YEAH for me.
thanks guys.
love you..

my p.m :

if you love me , thank you .
if you hate me , fuck off .

aite chiow.

yawwnnn~ sleepy

2009-05-26T06:08:00.000-07:00

hey guys.
well.. this 2 days i had nothing to do.
and im bored too..
well..
problem and sort of stuff always come find me in first place.
i get use to it so it wont be a problem..

same old story..
my friend.. Fizmo emo again.
and you know why he emo?
of course..
if you close to him la..

Sherynn?
wo..
ok she just break with her boyfriend..
and yeah..
i got talk to her..
advice her stuff like that..
and bla bla bla.. *make story become short*

i feel kesian to them..
well.. it's a life.
so anything can happen yeah.
up there only know what gonna happen next.
so cheer up guys!
you got life to continue on!

Milz is ok already with me.
and other also.. *some people i dont know*
well hell yeah bro give me 5 !
haha..
and me?
well im ok..
as long i keep my distance between trouble and mistake..
LOL.
kinda enjoying life i guess?
=]

and yeah.. life is bored but sometimes you got to do something to get out from it.
so cheer up.
it's natural we caught up in trouble,mistake and other stuff.
after we dead we wont stand a chance to fix everything that we did in your life before we dead..
so enjoy life.. stop fucking emotional.
be positive..
well im just human and i did do mistake so what?!
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS TO LIVE WHAT YOU GOT TO KEEP ON MOVING!

haha chiow!

2009-05-24T08:16:00.000-07:00

hey guys.

sorry for not blogging this few days.
oh yeah.
yesterday.
it was great day.
clubbing babe =]
so long dint go club.

i got some picture here.

myself promoting Barcelona? x)

Fizmo OHMYGOD!

David and his friend :P *poyo face*

peace? not my finger. guess who's finger :D

you all damn lifeless kah? -.-" macam hisap ganja.

our driver pose :P haha!

gay yet ke ai LOL !

Fizmo with his expression? LOL!

lol his face macam kid man x)

haha Fizmo hisap & my face macam gorilla seriously -____-"

pergh pose tak nak kalah man WTF!

lonely stoges xD

i'm rocking on the dance floor *warm up*

ops mata hilang xD

HAHA!
i got more pic actually.
but the best picture you all can see is when rocking the BARCELONA FLOOR BABE!
here it is :

Milz with his style *yeng sial*

ini Ajam ke? haha x) *macam buka kepak ayam*

David with his kick *waaaachaaa!! & watch out ladies :P*

Fizmo macam jalan ayam je :P

alot of people watching us shuffling. ohmygod.
i damn paiseh haha x)
David rocking macam orang mabuk.
lol Milz malu ayam x)
and Fizmo act cool :P

and the same time we take picture..
we also got record..
but havent edit yet.
i have to tell you..
even know we take this pic before it get damn crowded.
we all having fun.
haha x)

thats all for today byebye :D

change or not?

2009-05-22T04:20:00.000-07:00

hey hey :D

wassup everybody.

i just want to make a simple short post.

this post especially to my friend , Milz.

this morning we already have a table talk about your attitude.

just keep it mind.

that we not scold you because we hate you,

but because we care as a friend and want you to change your attitude.

because of we care you as a friend that's why we did table talk this morning.

so..

we just give you an advice.

the rest is up to you.

you want change must be on your own.

we cant help you already.

we have enough and sick about your lie.

but we just keep it and just ignore it.

remember all the word we said about you this morning?

please keep it mind.. (if you want to change)

so.. i want to know what is your answer..

either you want to continue be friend with us or you step away from us and make yourself dissappear.

choose between those.

i respect your decision and what so ever we did.

to be honest..

i give you a time and i did give you a face to improve yourself..

so i can say this is my last chance to you.

so dont screwed it like you screw to Aan and Fizmo

they both wont forgive you.

with others?

Jabar,Chibi and Beekay?

you ask them..

and dont ever forget to ask forgiveness from your beloved girlfriend.

ok?

chiow. you want ask anything? MSN or real life..

i try always be there.

sorry to say before it's too late

2009-05-18T22:50:00.000-07:00

hey guys.

1st thing i want to say.

about my last post.
the word of S and J i dint mean to say that you both bad or something.
i just want you guys know how suffering i am now.
maybe i'm kinda rush and desperate to end my single life.
but at list i not too desperate like some bastard.
thanks friend who always with me when i'm feeling down..
so i hope you guys understand how suffering i am..
hope you guys know that i'm just kinda lonely that's all..
i dint simply put people name and make bad stories about it..
so yeah.. big sorry if i hurt someone feeling here..

2nd thing i want to say.

for those ex UHD.
actually..
i just damn piss off because they way you leave UHD and make us in chaos.
did you know..
when you guys leave..
how was Fizmo?
he look confused,tired and almost sick..
how about me?
i damn speechless,feel like want whack someone because of this.
maybe David can act dont care but i know he have a hard time too.
why you guys so mean when after you guys leave UHD.
if you want leave UHD,please leave UHD in a good way.
and because just one thing happen..
about Shanice and Fizmo stuff..
why you all like want to seperate and finding excuse to go out from UHD just because of this?
if you guys got brain..
you wont do this..
right? please think twice before you guys do something..
come on la..
we all still teenager.
still mentah~ u know what is mentah?
not mature yet..
why you guys smaller then us (crew) think that you guys mature.
you know because of this..
i wont accept you guys back to UHD..
change your personality and stop acting like goddamn mature..
because you all just a kid.
and please respect older..
dont simply put blame on the older..
think..
please..
and even some older crew also think like kid.
come on you already got my ex..
why join then leave then join back then leave again?
why? you say yourself busy?
we busy too.. dont say i and Fizmo free..
dont you know how hard to handle UHD?
even we all busy..
we still in one group..
and still hang out and work together as team.

but it's still too late for you guys to change my mind now..
i wont accept you guys in UHD back..
even now still got 1 slot left for UHD

and by the way Milz.
welcome to UprisingHardDance.

3rd thing i want to say.

to my Singapore friend.
dont simply make a story and include me in with it.
i wont do anything wrong plus i'm not here when the thing happen.
please.. all i can say one thing..
stop act childish..
and why dont you guys ask Juzz.
he know everything that you guys dint even know..
ok?

thats all
-THE END-

thanks alot.

2009-05-18T07:04:00.000-07:00

thanks alot Esther for the post info about Lee Ping.
after i read it.
i damn speechless..
seriously..
i feel like i want cry but just cant because i at public now..
with Milz and Fizmo..
tear almost come out but i tahan..
feel want shout and scream loudly..
want make myself lega..
but anyway thank once again..
i damn appreciate it.
i cant believe i thought she kind and look innocent.

but i guess i kena tipu by her because her innocent look.
the part she cry memang make me lagi kesian and want comfort with her..
argh damnnnn..
haiz.
i guess my luck wasnt good at all..
since i lose my first kiss to S.
and i get reject by J.
now this type of thing happen to me.
oh god..
why it happen to me..

nevermind..
maybe i should give up and move one with single life.
i gonna keep it strong because i have to move along with life..
but it's ok..
i have to be faithful..
maybe there is good side that i must look behind from all this thing happen.
i learn alot from this.

thanks thanks thanks!
esthaaaaaaa u rockssss!

stupid dumb?

2009-05-18T03:32:00.000-07:00

to someone.
hoi ahpek..
you think you good?
why blame me for nothing?
i dint do anything wrong also!
FUCK OFF YEAH!
you ask your stupid sheryenn stop kacau me then only i delete this post.
you get blind by her la mahai..
because you like her you want end our relationship just because thing that i dint do?
DONT BE SOHAI PLEASE!
dont regret one day and come find me say you regret what are you doing now.
i dont do anything cibai..
you can ask Juzz how slut is she?
fuck her la..
i wont give a damn to you both you faggot.
i dint like her and i never talk to her..
she the one who disturb and you want blame me because i say BITCH to HER?
HOW ABOUT YOU,WANT ME CALL YOU BASTARD?
go die la..
SHERYENN
your mom is a BITCH and you is a SLUT!
fuck off.

hey MR.THEJ
if you got brain,you should think and at list check who make the story first.
you know what is GEBANG?
YOU KNOW WHAT'S THAT?
is a LIER you GOBLOK!

bye MR BASTARD and MRS BITCH.
FUCK YOU BOTH NOW I WONT GIVE DAMN.
DONT COME FIND ME ONE DAY.

heloo!!!

2009-05-15T12:54:00.000-07:00

haha my new post in the Estha blog.
thanks Spiderman Estha.

here's the link.
go go go !
http://fartoutlouds-babyster.blogspot.com/

cya ^^

gay forever ?

2009-05-12T06:58:00.000-07:00

hey guys.
actually i want to make short post here.

it is called
" GAY FOREVER"

haha.
copy this link and paste if you want to know more :D

http://fizmo-elmo.blogspot.com/

bye ^^

happy mother's day

2009-05-09T19:27:00.000-07:00

hey hey.
today is abit special post for my blog.
is about mothers' day.

as you guys know,mom is the person who born us to this world.
you should thank to them because they give us a life.
i already thank,hug and kiss her.
but through the phone because she far away from me.
how about you guys?
did you did that to you your mom too?
if you dont,this is a good chance to say whatever you want or do something special for you mom.

well it is also a great time to say sorry and ask her for forgiveness whatever we did make her heartbreak.
hey you guys know?
like malay people use to say.
"syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu"
so remember.
dont simply put your anger on your mom because our mom scold us just to want make us to be a better person and not to do the same mistake again.
because she care about us that is why she scold us.
but doesnt mean she scold us like hate us right?
if you think what i think.
you also will be thinking same just like me.

there is a malay story call "anak Tanggang"
is about one boy name Tanggang who move away from village to find a god job far away from his place.
before that he promise his mom that he will be back and help his mom and give alot of promise to make his mom life better.
he marry with Sultan daughter.
and then he become rich until he forget about his mom.
his mom miss him everday,every week and every year.
wishing that her only son will come back.
one day,his mom hear story about him.
with help from people.
she know where her son now.
she so delighted and cant wait to see her son.
but when she see her son.
her son wont recognize her.
what a painful and hertbreak for her because her only son forget about her
and even more worst,her son kick her out from the palace where he stay.
with broken heart.
she curse her son become a stone.

from that story,we learn alot of lessons from there.

remember,love your mummy.
i wish all mothers in the world happy mothers' day.

from Jaymiie who loves his mother
muacks *kiss and hug*

c'ya peeps!

Maison Fake ^^

2009-05-09T06:19:00.000-07:00

hi guys.

today on 9th May 2009.
i go Maison with Fizmo,David,MifMiff & David's friend.
forgot his name :P
sorry!
i wake up early go cc just want meet the David & Fizmo.
around 9.
David at there.
we wait Fizmo.
he come and then straight go Sunway to see his girlfriend.
around 12.30 p.m,i & David go Sunway.
pick Fizmo and MifMif.
we eat at gasoline while waiting MifMif havent reached yet.
so as soon MifMif reach.
David's friend also arrive and waiting for us.
OMG he drive care like crazy.
we reach at Asia Jaya then take LRT straight to Dangi.
from there we see Maison.

we get in inside and party.
haha.
i wish i can take photo but the Maison owner wont let us take the photo.
argh~
i meet alot of new friend.
HM Johor and THI.
haha.
it was fun day ^^
i damn hyper and screaming like orang gila.
woooo..
syok man.
but at the same time the place very hot because crowded with people.
and even funny i see alot of shuffle wannabe try to shuffle and try to show that he can do better
LOL
lame~ -.-"

around 6.
we go out from that place.
and by the way.
we see a fake Damien K man wtshit! -______-"
OMG we get a fake DJ for HR party dude~
whatever i dont give a damn la.
and then we straight go shuffling at outside.
recording with HM Johor.
it was fun day.
and then after tired shuffling.
we go to nearest mamak restraurant to fill up our empty stomach.
erm we laugh & we make a joke.
damn memorable this day ^^
cant forget this day.

so after 7.45 p.m
we all seperate and going back to our own place.
i and UHD friend go back to Asia Jaya and then straight go back own home.
David's friend send to home first.
i back bath and then online post this blog.
^^

so c'ya all tomorrow maybe the day after tomorrow?
LOL!
bye~

today and yesterday.

2009-05-08T16:38:00.000-07:00

hey guys.
i forgot to update my blog last night so i update it this evening.

yesterday i suppose go to CHS meet my sister Janice.
but Fizmo girlfriend dint go to her school so Fizmo also wont go to the school.
i damn speechless but not angry.
i wake early yesterday and i just staring in front computer.
omg damn lifeless man -_______-"
but its ok i wont blame those two people.

so i see Janice friend's , JiaErn online.
i just want to say congrats to her because Man Utd go final for UEFA.
and then we turn out chatting almost we can say very long chat.
haha..
i want kao her la!
LOL im just kidding.
she very good and kinda talkative also.
and then i go pray and go bank after that.
go take money going to Maison.
and then at night online play dota thats all.

i cant wait to go to Maison which is today.
long time no go clubbing ^^
ok ttynt peeps
c'ya!

sad and pitiful days

2009-05-07T05:21:00.000-07:00

hey guys.
today is the day that sad and sorrow in my family.
because we just lost our youngest family member.
my auntie.
she passed away on this morning on 5 a.m
i get back to Singapore as quickly as i could.
buy plane ticket this morning.
in hurry my uncle ask the taxi driver as fast as the taxi can go.

arrive at Singapore around 10 a.m
as soon as we arrive.
we pray for blessing her soul in another world.
it is a must for us to that.
for blessing her soul.
i kiss my auntie head for a last time.
i cant look at her face.
i cant stop crying.

alot of sad thing happen on this day.
especially i very pity with my grandpa who cant come to see his daughter for a last time.
when i go to hospital.
my grandpa crying nonstop.
agh~ i hate moment like this.
my uncle try to calm him..

actually i dont want to talk much about this thing.
i damn hate it much.
after i see my grandpa.
i go CC near Changi Airport with my uncle.
my uncle want use computer for see-ing what time our flight leaving.
i use that time to cheer me up going on my GG just want to make myself happy while even know im not happy what happen today.
chat with Choco and others in GG.
i acting to be hyper.
but some part i just cant.

im sorry to Fizmo and Milz *Jabar too*
because i cant come to have spa with you guys.
im so sorry.
i hope you guys understand me.
im not lying.
its the truth.

tomorrow i will be going CHS to accompany Fizmo see his girlfriend tomorrow.
i hope i will be fine tomorrow.
well i need to rest early as possible.
im too tired and too depress about what happen today.

c'ya

in Memories

Mrs Siti Wong Binti Majid Yeap

gays

2009-05-06T06:29:00.000-07:00

hey guys.
im back after 1 month never blogging.
alot thing happen this 1 month.
so.

i just want make a simple post about today.
today i , Fizmo and Milz go watch movie at Sunway.
we watching Wolverine.
damn nice man.
the story is nice , pact with action and the effect is awesome.
damn syok.
i watch until cant blink the eye.
haha.

after watch movie.
i go lepak with them at jusco.
just lepak.
no eat.
around 8 we wait for bus.
at the same time , we share story.
we talk alot about the movie.
and make some jokes too.
haha.
i can say today is enjoyable day.

be back with blogging

2009-05-05T09:00:00.000-07:00

i back blogging so stay tune :)

memories =]

2009-04-06T06:34:00.001-07:00

hey everyone
its been a week since my last time i update my blog.

so this is my story for this week.

saturday on 4 april 2009.
it has been great day for me.
well great day for Fizmo too.
we both celebrate our birthday abit early.
because Fiz going Melbounre soon
while im gonna continue my study on college.
on 8 oclock.
i wake up.
get up brush my teeth,bath and wax my hair.
get ready going to Sunway.
but first i call Fiz.
ask him to wake up.
around 9 i go cc.
wait him at there.
i wear my technics shirt and bring my formal clothes inside my bag.
waiting for bus.
panas weyh.
i sweating alot.
arrive at cc.
i online for awhile.
playing game.
XDO.
Fiz come at cc around 1030.
so we took bus.
go Sunway.
wait for Kevin and others.
but turn out like kena ffk.
i dont want talk about it.

so around 1 or 2 something.
Janice arrive.
we wait her at JCo donut
my first impression about her is about her height LOL.
she kinda short.
but she nice and lovely le.
kinda leng lui also haha.
we go eat.
i the only person it.
Daryl just drink Milo only.
while Fizmo,Donz and Jan just wait for us to finish our food only.
and then Peksi call us that she arrive already.
we go fetch her.
then walk walk again.
go teman Donz and Daryl buy a necklace.
haha.
they buy just same like mine and Fizmo.
and then we walk again.
this time Jan and Peksi
want buy us a present.
so.
i wait at outside with Fizmo
i ask Daryl and Donz to help Jan and Peksi choose the present for us.
and u know what? they brought a DOG!
cute weyh.
as you can see in this picture:

my DOG colour is Pink and Fizmo DOG colour is Blue
haha
thanks you alot for the cutest present.
love you both alot.
thanks for Daryl and Donz didi.
love you guys also.
;)
and then walk aimlessly again.
this time to Starbucks old wing.
take a picture of a our necklace.

Donz,Daryl,Fizmo & Me Necklace.

nice right?
but the same time look like we gay or something haha ;D
well this is true friendship necklace.
so after that.
i follow Jan and Peksi with Fizmo.
go to the Adidas shop.
Jan want buy football for her friend.
but too bad.
expensive you know~!
RM150 just for a god damn ball!
swt
-______-"
so we decided to go lepak at McD
drink only.
i belanja them all.
so we camwhore for fun.
for memories.
haha.

so after we camwhore at McDonald.
we go watch movie.
but Peksi very lucky enter without ticket.
haha.
she sit next to Fiz.
while im sit next to Janice.
but funny is.
no sit for Daryl.
poor Daryl.
he sit on the floor.
but i cover him up.
haha.
the movie damn cun man.
i love those car!~
gahhhhh~
i wish can have one duh xD

then almost 7 p.m
Peksi and Janice got to go back home.
after they going back home.
i lepak at arcade
then at 8.
go gasoline.
almost 10.
i go back with Daryl with taxi.
haha.
actually it is long story.
but i lazy to write long.
so i write what i want write.
tQ for reading my blog.
chiow =]

bored happy bored?

2009-04-01T06:36:00.000-07:00

hey guys.
i got announcement to make.
start from today.
i wont blogging for everyday.
i just blog when i feel like i want to.
but doesnt mean i not active in blogging anymore.
so for who know me add me ok?
;)

i like,like to get to know you better.

same-same - supermodel

nice song.
try hear it.

by the way.
today 1 April.
is April fool day.
but boring.
no fun at all.
but good thing.
i go shopping =D
wooohooo!
buy technics shirt and formal clothes.
cheap weyh.
at Catch Up
near cinema there.
and while i waiting Fiz.
i play alone at arcade.
boring.
jalan-jalan.
then wait Fizmo at Starbucks.
then i see AhJer.
she got date today with Hybrid (ex HM)
so we wait for Fiz.
Fiz arrive we go to Gasoline.
i eat french toast.
cheap and very delicious baby! ;)
wait Hybrid come.
for 1 hour.
while waiting.
we can see the Gasoline waiter's playing fool around.
even sing like mad also got.
the most part i hate at Gasoline is..
TQ Byebye!
zzz
hate that very much -_____-"
annoying you know.
gahhh!
so i we go secret garden see Desmond.
long time no see Desmond.
he change alot o.O!
well almost 4 p.m
Desmond go back.
we go to cinema.
but i aint watching.
Fiz Ahjer and Hybrid only watching.
i go back alone.
arrive at home.
get online and dota.
i win alot today!
weeee ;D

so that's all for today.
TQ for viewing my blog!

yawns*

2009-03-27T05:16:00.000-07:00

ah so lazy to update blog actually.
well.
i dint blog for 3 days.
so today i should say something.

this 3 days no really much i do.
go cc
play dota
go cc
play dota
sometimes xdo.
no mood also got.
so boring.
geezzz..
i drive my car around usj2
dont dare to go far then that.
scare kena tahan.
Proton Saga.
not bad.
but small la.
okok la.
then today..
i sit at home.
online alone.
no friends.
wait Fizmo he sleep like pig
gahhhh~
my life damn bored one.
always makan tidur on9
the same thing i do everyday even know i go cc sometimes.
tmr get ready to Sunway.
my budget?
20 bucks?
lol..
aghhhhhhhhhh~

B O R I N G

i'm feel so happy.

2009-03-24T08:13:00.000-07:00

hey guys
today
not much i can say.
this morning.
i wake up so early.
around 5 a.m wtf?
but it's ok.
at list i can go pray.
and then around 6.30 a.m
i get online and playing dota.
less people weyh.
damn boring.
play until damn sien.
so i decided at 12 p.m i go to makan at outside.
alone.
so lonely man.
wtf!
eat maggi goreng.
puik taste like shit.
i dint even finish the maggi.
tak sedap langsung until no selera to eat.
-____-"
get back home.
play dota again and again.
sighs.
play with Peiyienn
half way play she leave.
lagi bosan.
i go out back play XDO
then ok la.
got alot of friends online.
so not lonely at all la.
get back at around 6.30 p.m
arrive at home.
online again and dota again.
OMG how many times i dota also i dont know already.
more then 10?
sikit gila.
more then 50?
yes yes macam yes!
lol.
play with AnD
he keep dc.
fuck shit ruin mood LOL!
and then i lying down on bed
hearing Amigo by ShiNee
keep repeat the same song.
but now my mood become good.
you know why?
because i confess already to the girl that i love most.
i told her that i love her.
ahhhh~
lega sial!
but too bad
cant sms much!
credit left 7 cent
mood spoiler!
then i heard the noise of my new SAGA car.
my uncle use it to go out.
this is my new SAGA LOL!

then i online back.
chat with my beloved didi Donz
cakap kosong only.
but i really love him.
LOL gay much? haha wtf -____-"
this is his pic LOL funny
hehe

isnt he cute?

xD

btw enjoy the new video of me and my Donz didi feat Ahjer
edited by my beloved didi
enjoy!

my shuffle song in this video damn gay and horny.
sorry about that.
=D

sorry sorry

2009-03-23T04:23:00.000-07:00

sorry sorry~
lala hearing super junior song.
sorry for not updating blog last 2 days.
this blog kena block because i spamming.
i dont know wth wrong with it.
but it is really annoy me enough.
luckily i unlock this blog.
oh btw i change my link already.
haha.

back on last 2 days and today also la ha? ;D
easy to write.

on saturday.
i wanted to go to Sunway.
before on that day.
Eu Jun promise me that he will come on saturday.
so i wake up early online.
i pm him many time no answer.
i ask Donz to help me out.
but still the same.
call his phone.
he never answer.
macam kena tfk je.. -__-''
so i go to Donz house to pick Donz up.
after that we go to Fiz house.
on that day also.
Fiz beloved grandmother passed away.
when i come to find him.
he not at home.
his sister say he at surau.
we check at surau still cant see Fizmo.
i decided to get chiow to Sunway straight away.
we take bus.
it turn out that Fizmo at mosque.
ahh~
im so sorry buddy.
that i couldnt come to visit your grandmother for a last time.
im really sorry.
so when arrive at Sunway.
me and Donz meet with others.
haha
lepak shuffling.
arcade.
not many thing did we do.
i and Donz record making brother's rocking video.
then at 6.30 pm i go back with Donz.
i stop at Summit and leave Donz alone go back his house.
i get back home online and sleep.

the next day.
nothing much i do.
lepak at home.
read newspaper,eat,sleep and pray.
and then i online like usual.
call Eu Jun go cc at USJ2
at 4.00 p.m
we arrive at cc.
play DOTA.
btw DOTA means

Dunia Orang Tanpa Awek

haha kidding only.
we play until 7 p.m
go back home online eat and sleep.
haha.
very boring.

even today also is the same like yesterday.
but today i stay at home online 24 hours
play dota
my house got GG already.
this evening i play with my mui,Peiyeinn
she say she dont know play
which is she lie.
she kinda pro for me.
for girls la.
hey i salute her ok.
for her bravery playing boys game.
haha.
and now i will continue on on9 until i feel like want to sleep.

take care everyone
xo's

2009-03-20T06:22:00.000-07:00

JAYMIIEE A.K.A MONOKORUBU HARDSTYLER

TODAY is the last day UHD Ashen will be here.
he going back to Perak to take driving license.
but before that.
i come to Sunway very early
like 12.30.
i sms Ashen
but he dint reply.
i wait them.
for 2 hours.
while i waiting.
i lepak at arcade play Initial D
haha today so many good luck.
many people play
left token behind.
i take opportunity to play
wahliao syok leh.

then almost 4 oclock.
Milz sms me say that he and others at Jusco.
Eu Jun and Fizmo also arrive.
then we all hang out near parking there.
recording.
yeah we shuffle and not forget to camwhore too!
haha
we take many pics as we could.
many pose come out from us liao!
haha.
but we all use Milz camera.
i have some.
as you can see at bottom there.

almost 6 oclock.
i go back with Ashen with Aaronbyn
we go back with Aaron father give us ride to go back home.

to my best friend:
hey Ashen.
i hope that you pass on taking driving license.
3 months you gone will make us miss you more,man.
take care at Perak yo!
when you free try to contact us.

MAKE SURE YOU PASS TAKING DRIVING LICENSE MAN!
NEXT TIME YOU CAN BE UHD DRIVER LIAO!
HAHA!

thats all
the end
thanks

btw this is Ashen shuffle video.
one of my many favourite

UHD official member

2009-03-19T20:22:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION TO ALL UHD MEMBER!

UHD CREW:

Fizmo
David
Daryl
Jaymiie

UHD MEMBER [BOYS]:

Chee Hoe
Donovan
Tevin
Kevin
Ashen
Nick
Ridz
Desmond

UHD MEMBER [GIRLS]

Shanice
MifMif
Jeralynn
Fwen
Xiao Chord
Wen Yee
Amalina
Amanda

this is official.
any question want ask.
just find me in msn

FUCK THE FUCKER ! UHD FUCK?

2009-03-19T05:38:00.000-07:00

wtf wrong with UHD?
come on!
what UHD is up for?
U-H-D
mean Uprising Hard Dance.
hey guys we already famous.
even our compilation come out soon.
wtf wrong?
grow up la.
Fiz attitude memang like that!
i his best friend so i know better then you guys.
can you guys be patient.
just be patient like me?
would you guys do that?
everyone not perfect ok!
even i also got own bad attitude.
come on la.
you guys got brain think about it la.
just because one attitude.
you guys want leave?
but let me tell who started it first?
it from you guys.
seriously.
i dint back up anyone.
i just saying it in my opinion.
let me say this to you all.

first Shanice.
you just break up with him.
because of break up want leave?
come on.
its nothing to do with break up.

second Jeralynn.
i know you like Ryan.
but why you want ajak Ryan watch movie?
we already buy ticket.
then only you tell.
then after that you guys bergaduh?
wth?
budak kecik ke?

third MifMif.
you dint know Fizmo very well yet.
i for 2 years know her.
until become best friend.
i also like you for the first time.
then i get use to it.
be patient.
ok?
he marah without reason for you?
come on la i several times kena ok.
i can tahan my telinga until merah.

come on guys.
think what you did now.
dont regret later.
just one THING:

UHD IS UNDER CREW OK!
NOT LEADER HANDLE IT!
IF YOU GOT PROBLEM WITH UHD
YOU CAN FIND ME OR DAVID?
IS THAT HARD FOR YOU GUYS?
COME ON!
I REALLY CARE YOU GUYS.
DONT CARE IF HE DONT LIKE YOU.
BUT I ALWAYS TREAT YOU GUYS LIKE FAMILY.

hey guys im back~

2009-03-18T20:22:00.000-07:00

sorry for not telling that i stop blogging for a while..
its getting fucking worst of me.
when i get back to Singapore for 3 months.
my ex go couple with my petbro.
very hurt.
well whatever.
i dont care that now.
and then i find new girl that i know for a long time.
Sarah.
she kinda nice.
3.1.2009
i still remember that date.
btw.
when i at Singapore.
i got work.
learning making japanese food from my grandpa best friend.
but my grandpa sick.
kesian leh.
adui. so many problem.
and then.
after almost 3 and half month i at Singapore.
i get back Malaysia.
i think i gonna stay Malaysia for a while.
but turn out i stay here.
wait for college.
oh dont ask me about my SPM worst then you imagine.
haha.
but thank god i meet my old friend.
even new friend.
Donz,Tevin and many more.
UHD change alot.
but some of them in UHD i dont like.
well whatever.
i dont care that also.
got problem come talk to me? if you guys terasa la.
haha.

and btw.
if you guys minat shuffle?
you dont like fake shuffle stuff
how about come and join help me to prevent cetak rompak.
support original.
you guys can go to my friendster at:
http://www.friendster.com/uprisingfuck
or
you can add me in friendster.
btw my friendster same email with msn yeah.

thanks alot.

tired-much?

2008-11-05T05:59:00.000-08:00

sorry for not updating my blog this weeks.
kinda lazy.
and busy getting myself prepare for SPM.
even know im online at night.
i was studying in front of computer looking for a tips or any subject i can find in google.
yeah i got so many information from internet.
better then books that school give.
why not school just give every students a laptop and internet?
they can study using it and more better than books thats usually can get bored.
am i right?
haha maybe im talking too much but if true it will be nice dont you think?

well whatever,
so i gonna write the whole story for this week here in one post aite?

Monday. i come school like usual and i see school less people come.
i was like wtf is going on? and then i remember school got do
the graduation day.
many form 5 come.
no wonder i feel like lonely.
i can count the attendant in my class with my finger.
haih..
lucky Fizmo come with me.
at list i have friend to talk with.
that day i got so emotional but wth? its over already.
forget it la.
evening Fizmo go my house.
editing video.
but end up both sleep.
because stress no idea to edit.
hehe.
go cc.
play game.
until 7.
Fizmo go back home.

Tuesday. i not going school because i feel lazy and most of my friends dint come too.
so that morning i go to cyber cafe at 730 a.m
but before that.
i wait for Izzy and Ash come at Sah Maju.
its a mamak stall.
eat maggi goreng as my breakfast with glass of teh tarik.
and then when we all finish eating.
go cc play game.
first game of the day always be dota.
yeah it was nice game.
i use tiny owning!
hehe.
and then we stop play dota they all play battlefield game.
a war game that nice to play and its for pro game only.
but i not play that game.
i open SDO-X
long time no play.
i feel like first time play because i keep press wrong key.
aghh~
shit. i need prac.
and plus i forgot my lvl 30 account.
geramnya!
ish ish~
i make new one.
play play until level 5.
damn Ash and Fizmo still pro play this game.
i play until 3 p.m
wth so long i play SDO-X
then play dota.
play with Fizmo.
others go back home at 1 p.m
accept Ash.
so shiok play with my friend.
haha Fiz and me own.
yeay!~
after that i play SDO-X back.
Fizmo and Ash teach me back.
thanks guys.
you guys are my sifu.
love you!~
get back home.
study and sleep.

Today which is Wednesday. today still the same like yesterday.
not going school.
and all lepak-ing at cc.
play dota, and i spend 6 hours on SDO-X again.
evening play dota with Aaronbyn and his friend.
bored day.
nothing to do much.
feel like waste money.
but go back home also bored.
so better lepak at cc at list can talk with friend and release stress.
seriously i play from morning until evening non stop.
not even online msn or open friendster and youtube.
just play until like mad already.
aghh~
so bored.
i feel like pressure because of the SPM.
gosh i dont know what happen to me after my school life.
wish me luck yo!
:D
and then get back home.
feel so tired.
TIRED - MUCH?
but still can online until 11 p.m
haha :D
enjoying writing blog while hearing Kang Sung Hoon song.
call MY GIRL.
very nice song.
Korean song.
my dear watching tv.
so i think nothing much we both talk today.
drink cup of nescafe.
wake me up from my tiredness.
ah refreshing.

i think i better stop now.
i want enjoy my nescafe now.
bye bye~

fuck the world

2008-10-29T08:22:00.000-07:00

hey guys.
today i not gonna post long.
nothing to say.
today i lepak at cc.
from 11 a.m until 5 p.m.
get back home online.
nothing much i do.

tomorrow..
i not going school for 1 week.
from monday which is deepavali continue by extra 2 days holiday.
i choose to continue holiday until friday.
i dont care la this time my uncle or teacher want do what to me now.
i have enough with school.
i hate school life.
it's freak me out.
hate my classmate.
i mean those slut and bitchy girl.
and stupid pet teacher for boy.
fuck the school.
hate every damn thing about it.
fuck i cant wait school over.
SPM and so on.
i wish i have clock to turn time fast.
so i can stop school already.
fuck the school, fuck the teacher.
hate you all.

bye take care chiow!

i cant say its a perfect day.

2008-10-28T06:03:00.000-07:00

hmm.
today is holiday on 28 October 2008.
i cant say it's has been a perfect day for us.
well to be honest.
im just sad because my dear cant come Taipan.
yeah she got problem with her brother.
but it's ok i understand that.
well i cant force her anyway.
but today alot my friend come Taipan.
and it's kinda suprise me.
but let's start with story shall we?

erm today i go to Taipan with Fizmo.
around 11 a.m.
wait Shaf at Starbucks.
after that go see Shanice and i dont know Wen Yee come as well.
Wen Yee got study group with her friend so that's why she come.
erm but Fizmo and Shanice.
they got problem.
you guys no need know what it is.
bla bla bla.
they now ok already.
good!
lepak lepak.
and then what a suprise.
a group of my friend come.
Khai,Donny,Faz,Ayun and others.
woah.
so noisy and so funny too.
yeah we all talk alot.
shuffling outside McD and inside too.
people dont care us so we did the same way too.
erm almost 5.30 p.m.
i go back home.
gosh i lost my key when i walk back home.
shit..!
use public phone call my uncle.
just to open my house door.
phew lucky.
get back home online until now.
until i blog.
haha
not much to say.
i dont know kinda on the blog already.

hmm that's all peeps.
take care and bye!

bored.

2008-10-24T07:16:00.001-07:00

hmm another day.
another bored bored day.
its cold because its rain.
almost everday raining.
its so cold.
even i wear sweater i still feel cold.

thats what i feel to my girl too.
i feel so cold because i less talk to her.
and she less to online too.
ahh.
even people gossiping about it.
its like a painful whisper to my heart.
fuck.
i dont know what i am thinking.
because we have both exam.
thats what make us far apart now.
i always think about her.
how is she? is it she ok?
well.
i think too much too ):
i scare to break up with her now.
scare my heart more painful more painful then normal break up.
ahhh.
i dont know why i feeling like this.
dear god please help me.
i dont want lose her.
please!

plus im getting jealous if i see her with other boy.
i dont know why i cant be understandable on that part.
hmm what should i do?
i see her and M also make me want angry already.
am i too bad.
i'm kinda protective to my girl.
but she like it or not?
is she comfortable if im like this.
haih.
its like puzzle i cant solve it.
gosh.

my mind mess up since i receive letter from school
because i skip school many time.
since then.
i dint uncomfortable with myself.
haih..
there so much more i can say.
but i cant express it here.
i dont know why.
hmm see u guys next time.
bye!

hey im back.

2008-10-22T04:31:00.000-07:00

hey sorry guys
for not opening my blog for 1 month.
its suppose to be 1 week but i think i break my promise so.
yeah end up one month never update my blog.
sorry to my friend and yeah along this 1 month alot of thing happen.
sad,happy and all kind of stuff going around me.
i get annoy some gossip people say my love for my girl is getting less each day.
well i dont care.
i still love her no matter what.
you guys should not make such a annoying story.
if i did love her less.
i wont calling her all night.
i wont chatting with her in msn.
i wont keep reading those heart she make for me.
so stop that gossip and please dont JAGA TEPI KAIN ORANG.
want to know what is that mean?
go find by yourself.

and my shuffle improve alot.
thanks to AbangBen.
he inspire me.
and i got new group call Uprising Hard Dance.
all the member inside is my friend.
and ex HOTB.
and yeah we rock hard this time.
fuck yeah UHD!

well my raya.
just find.
go back Singapore
and i get RM400.
haha (:
i keep it well.
and now i start to school back again.
kena amaran.
but still i ponteng 1 day
because stupid seni that i take because i so stupid go take that sohai subject.
heh?!
fuck man totally regret take that seni.
lame and teh teacher is fucking lame too.
well i hope my uncle never know about this.

yeah alot thing happen.
but i wont write those story here.
it's too many to tell and its too messy to speak.
find me in msn and we talk about it aite?
there tons of story i can tell you
haha
until here only i wrote.
take care guys love you all.

I LOVE MY BUBU TOO!
:)

my 1 week and i gone.

2008-09-26T17:51:00.000-07:00

hey sorry guys for not update my blog this week.
well.
not much going happen on this week.
sleep,eat,school,sleep,online,eat & sleep again.
that's why i kinda lazy to update it.
hmmm..
nothing much do this week.
kinda bored.
and yeah i'm not gonna update blog for like 1 week start from today which is saturday.
because of Hari Raya of course.
going back Singapore for 1 week.
kinda miss my baby.
well i promise you baby i wont forget you de.
haha.
and i got new webcam and headset with speaker.
so anyone like to make video call in my msn.
can already :P
oh ya must wait next week lo.

hehe
ok le.
nothing much i want say.
gtg!
bye :)

*for my baby*
I LOVE YOU
I NEED YOU
I ADORE YOU
YOU MY EVERYTHING NOW.

if you miss me just hug the jj ok? ^^
take care
i will try to contact you aite? ;)

BYE!

2 days :)

2008-09-21T04:31:00.000-07:00

JAYMIIEE

KYOOP

FIZMO

GAY ! -.-"

DESMOND

ON SATURDAY

YOU KNOW WHAT?!
I LOVE THIS DAY.
haha..
Saturday 20 September.
it was my bubu b'day party.
yeah i going with Kyoop,Fizmo,Desmond & me of course.
Shanice coming too.
yeah it was very nice day.
super love it.
first i go to Kyoop house around 4 p.m
then around 5 i go pick Fizmo at McD.
well at 6 only he arrive.
before Fizmo arrive i and Kyoop was taking picture.
syok sendiri..
well more like 2 of us syok sendiri.
haha.
we take picture alot.
then when Fizmo arrive.
three of us walk go to my bubu house.
yeah we did..
i see bubu and her friends inside.
but we refuse to go in first.
we wait until Shanice come.
we go padang and did take alot of pic too.
well i lazy to show it here.
haha my internet slow so lazy le to upload.
and yeah Shanice arrive.
we walk back to bubu house.
at there Kyoop starting to become shy.
well Shanice force us to come in.
haha.
we talk talk.
until 7.30 p.m
Desmond call Fizmo and ask me and Kyoop pick him up at 7 eleven.
at there we buy water then straight back to bubu house.
we eat talk that's all we do.
i dont dare to come in the house so malu liao!
we just chat at outside.
bubu's daddy very nice weyh.
haha orang Negeri Sembilan.
haha eat alot of thing.
BBQ thingy of course.
well to be honest it was delicious but i dint eat many because im shy.
LMAO!
after eat around 8.30 p.m
i,Des,Kyoop,Des,Fizmo and Shanice go record.
well yeah we record at padang and at THAI restraurant.
around 9.30 we back at bubu house.
kinda tired and just get a drink.
well.
i dint talk with my bubu alot today.
=/
sorry yeah.
almost 10 p.m we both go Taipan.
before that i give my bubu present.
and then we move on to Taipan.
record at HSBC and near McD.
almost 11 p.m
i and Kyoop go back home.
leaving Shanice and Fizmo at McD while waiting Shanice mummy.
Des walk back to home.
it was very enjoyable day!
:)
arrive at home i online and talk my bubu.
haha i give her teddy bear.
the 2nd Jaymiiee LOL! xP
yeah she like it ^^
haha happy to hear that.
then straight go sleep.

ON SUNDAY.

21 September.
my bubu b'day!
well today i going Pyramid celebrate the b'day girl.
no one come except just 2 of us.
at 10.30 a.m i go Sunway Pyramid.
because my uncle need to go KL early.
so at there.
i wait her almost like 1 hour.
:)
around 11.30 a.m
she arrive.
haha then we go walk.
go skating ring see people skating.
we see a cute girl skating.
haha nice weyh!
so cute!
then we walk to cinema to see what movie want to watch.
we choose Pathology.
it's look scary.
i choose time at 2.30 p.m
after buy ticket.
we both walk around again.
go in front of Sunway Lagoon.
haha.
then we both go somewhere.
and i dont want talk about it LOL!
:P
well almost 2 oclock
go arcade.
damn boring.
plus less people come Sunway today dont know why.
Lagoon and Pyramid are same!
less people.
well we both dont care.
around 2.30 p.m
we both go watch our movie.
well the story of Pathology is about twisted doctor what so ever bla bla bla.
look scary.
but actually no.
zzz.
damn bored la that movie.
i just watch only.
my eye like want sleep but i cant because it's cold!
shivering even my bubu also.
well movie finish at 4.10 p.m
then i and her go outside and go Gasoline and eating.
well i dint puasa today :P
haha..
we wanted to buy French Toast.
but all sold out dy.
tsk -.-"
then other sandwhich.
okok lu.
kinda nice but retarded sandwhich.
after eat.
go in front Lagoon again.
lepak at there.
not long.
before we go back home.
we see Shaf,Izzy,Ah Seng and Aan.
well i dint talk with them at all.
lazy and dint feel like talking.
we go back home.
my bubu dont have small change for bus.
we miss the first bus.
because of that.
then luckily we got chance from taxi driver.
phew..
then soon after that 2nd bus come.
we take that bus and go to Eelyn house.
my bubu wanted to go there.
i pei her until Eelyn house.
and then i go back home.
berbuka and online.
and blogging :P
haha thats all for today.

BYE!
:)

what a great 2 days i ever have!

tagged ^^

2008-09-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

i have been tagged from my laopo.
so..
i better start tagging now.

but first here the rules

want know the rule.
go see my laopo link la.
lazy to list out.
zzzz!

1.Do you have secrets?
- err yeah! i pee in my pants watching Ju On LOL!
haha kidding.
my secret is you know what?
I LOVE YOU!
:P

2.If you can have a dream come true, what it would be?
- hmm first I WANT TO LOVE MY LAOPO FOREVER until married got cucu and cicit!
=]

3.Whose butt you like too kick?
- hmm i want kick Fizmo, Ash, Shanice,Kyoop and Desmond ass.
watch out guys!! >:)

4.What would you do with a billion dollars?
- hmm i want keep that money with me and i dont want give you all blerk :P
Sherynn bubu can la xD

5.Will you in love with your best friend?
- HELL NO! im not gay! -.-" love as friend can la not more then that.
i love my girl more xP

6.Which one is more blessed? loving someone or being loved by someone?
- to be honest i rather being loved with someone then suffering love somebody!

7.If you have 3 wishes, what it would be?
- i wish i have bubu in my arms with me always and we both happy until forever. that only i can wish for now.

8.If the person secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- ask her get the hell out of my life and i dont care? let me get this straight! I LOVE HER ONLY NO ONE ELSE GET IT? -.-"

9.Is there anything that has make you extremely happy?
- if people kiss my ass and go die sure i damn FUCKING happy la gahaha! xD
no la just kidding.
of course my bubu always make me happy ^^. want to know why? wonder le until next 100 years!

10.What take me down the fastest?
- i think my ass go down fastest because i can shake it off with Kyoop LMAO!
haha i dont know la stupid LAME tagged -.-"

11.How would you see yourself in next 10 years?
- hmm.. i wonder how do i look like? maybe i handsome and married already with my LAOPO and hidup normal like normal people use to.
=]
haha me ss dy xP

12.Who is currently the most important people to you?
- my laopo, Shanice, Kyoop, Desmond, Ash, Fizmo and my lil bro =]

14.Would you rather be single or married but poor?
- hey this question unfair? -.-" i want married and rich la BODOH! gahhh...!

15.Would you give all in relationship?
- hmm.. well i will but not too over and have limit on it ok? ^^

16.If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, which one who would you pick?
- to be honest i get fuck up everytime i hear this question and i dont have comment on it because im not playa and i dont like play people feel ;)

17.Would you forgive and forget no matter how terrible the thing someone has done?
- erm actually depends on what situation but i always be forgiver.
:)

19.Do you prefer single or in relationship?
- i prefer to burn this TAGGED because i already got my love la BABI! zzz -.-"

20.Tagging.
Sherynn.
Shanice.
Ash.
Fizmo.
Kyoop.
Desmond.
and all my friend! :)

haha reply this weyh!
padan muka you all xD

wakenalubeb!

2008-09-17T06:38:00.000-07:00

hai guys!
today holiday right?
but too bad holiday puasa time.
well.
today going sunway.
but first i wake up straight online and talk to my bubu.
we talk not much because she keep dc-ing.
hm stupid streamyx cut the line.
well then i get ready.
i call Fizmo this morning.
gahhh!!
he sleep like pig
-.-"
ugh then i call Amanda and Vivian.
they ask me come faster.
yeah i did go around 12.
almost miss bus.
lucky i can catch up.
pro right? xD
haha perasan!
well arrive at Sunway.
i looking for them.
i thought they gone or something.
lucky i see Wen Yee and Vivian.
well i follow them to the McD
hmm..
see they eat.
lucky i can tahan.
too be honest i dint puasa today because i dint sahur.
well.
i just resist not to eat to the public.
gahaha!
after that i wait for Amanda, Wei Er and Kin Kit come.
haha.
after that Alex and Fizmo come.
with Jing Ying.
well long time no see Jing Ying.
haha.
and Alex his face abit like me whattha hell -.-"
well what to do.
my bro from another mother xD
haha then we all go snooker near at bowling there.
see Ryan and Desmond there playing snooker.
with Sophie and Nathelea.
haha is like 30 minutes only.
then me,Jing Ying,Sophie and Nathelea go arcade.
haha i dint play anything.
just let them play.
they look like kinda lil kid weyh.
seriously.
even Fizmo and Vivian follow me.
well not for long.
they gone when im playing Initial D.
zzz.
long time no play so cacat man -.-"
lose la for sure.
haha then i follow Jing Ying,Sophie and Nathelea shopping.
while they shopping i looking for a new thing that is nice.
i spot a nice sweater,shirt and shoes man.
damn totally feel like want to buy it.
but no money tsk -.-"
haha.
nevermind after raya i gonna shop like orang gila and become lala boy xD
i promise i become lala shuffler LOL!
haha so fun la pei them.
well meet Chibi,Izzy and Beekay.
go McD again pei the triplets with Chibi and his gang.
you know what Izzy and Beekay run to jasmine restaurant for drink..
zzz tak puasa like me also.
well after that i got call to come Gasoline.
haha i see Desmond and Kyoop!
weeeee : D
with another HM and HSC.
gahaha miss Kyoop and Des like hell man its like 1 year never meet.
i take pic with Fiz gay kissing.
LOL!
it was hilarious.
haha Desmond become hyper today while Kyoop always funny.
and you know what.
Desmond is part D.O.O.M now!
weee :D
hahaha so happy.
then we go lepak after that.
not long.
i need to go back home.
dizzy and sick.
arrive at home muntah man.
wtf!
3 times somemore.
well.
now feel better.
berbuka eat and online stuff.
and blogging.
haha
thats for now!
thanks for readin my blog!
and yeah even know today was not really long stay at pyramid.
totally enjoy with them especially Kyoop and Desmond always making me happy!
:D
love you both!

BYE!

yo wassup bitch!

2008-09-16T06:45:00.000-07:00

haha sorry about the title.
hehe ^^
well today what a good day.
but that evening abit annoy me.
well i dont care already.
let say the positive today.

hmm..
well today is normal like i use to go and do.
get back home online.
but first i go to Kyoop house.
i thought he at home.
well actually he is.
but never meet him dowh -.-"
i dont know he inside the house.
maybe he dint hear when i call his name.
get back and walk.
so panas weyh.
get back home more panas la.
well its ok.
its over already and i dont want say anything about it.
:)
hmm..
then i call Kyoop and talk about those thing.
and i got give Kyoop few advice and help.
about that problem.
glad it was settle.
no body gets hurt this time.
good way dowh!
well..
i have enough with problem so i better leave them alone and do whatever they want aite? ;)
and if u can see the cbox.
i have many comment about it.
well its ok.
no more already comment like that aite?
good (Y)
haha.
Kyoop send me 5 song of Kamui!
OMG it was very nice!
FUCK YEAH KYOOP YOU MY BROTHER!
haha.
sayang him alot dowh! :)
then around 6 he go back home.
and i waiting for the berbuka time.
i eat JOHOR LAKSA!
damn!so delicious!
omG! owning! wooo!

haha lame..
then rest and go online and continue chat with her,th ONLY laopo,Sheryn
well she seems happy and me too.
god bless us!
=]
another good day for us.
and i see my DJ mate online for the first time!
DJ N!vO
haha i miss him dowh!
he change house to somewhere near Subang Airport.
so not always gonna see him dowh ):
8 p.m go mosque.
pray.
hmm..
then get back home online and talk to my bubu ^^

i better pei my bubu now! muaxxx <3>

speechless...

2008-09-15T07:36:00.000-07:00

hm.
another bored day..
well always be bored la.
im kinda lazy today.
wait Kyoop and Ayun come to my house.
well it's turn out Cha and Kyoop come.
haha
they come for awhile like 1 hour.
nothing much we do.
Kyoop and Cha shuffle.
LOL.
MY GRANDMA BISING AGAIN!
haha
well they get back home around 2 p.m.
haih more bored.
i come online.
nah BORING!!!
until berbuka then i away awhile.
eat.
food also BORING!
sad..
i feel like damn bored today.
hmm..
well.
nothing much i do today.
go mosque for pray is that all.
haha go back home blogging.

I LOVE MY BUBU!

2008-09-14T06:57:00.000-07:00

hm sorry i havent been update my blog.
well to tell the truth so many thing happen this week.
sad,angry,piss and all kinda shit have been throw at me.
im sick this week.
well..
to some people dont believe i wont mind.
gahaha.
who give a shit.
im kinda busy with all the stuff.
too many thing to remember..
well i think i better wrote the good one.
im kinda busy editing shuffle video,making a song and thinking for name of my new crew..
so called D.O.O.M.
D.O.O.M is for DE ONLY ORIGINAL MINUSKATE.
but actually is THE ONLY ORIGINAL MINUSKATE!
haha
me and leader Kyoop find name for it.
other member in this crew is Ayun and Nivo
Kyoop is editor with Ayun.
while me and Nivo is DJ.
haha
very nice le..
i love this group so much!
other good thing happen this week is i JOIN HAZARD MINOR.
FUCK YEAH!
haha..
i totally addicted to this group yo.
got Kynett,Justin Chong,Katherinne,Amanda and etc.!
haha ^^
all pro inside there.
well is good to be in Hazard member.

but the most important thing this week is my 1st month anniversary with my bubu.
i love her so much.
14092008 <3 love it man!
ahh i cant stop keep smiling about that day..
even know we cant go out celebrate.
i understand that because her parents more careful to let her out this time because of got robbers so lifeless shit go take her phone..
lucky my bubu not hurt..
zzz.
STUPIAK ROBBERS SO LIFELESS SHIT! grr~
well its ok.
at list i can go out see her on Saturday.
go meet her at usj2 padang.
i come alone she come with her friend.
Lynn and Chermaine haha.
they both funny and cute weyh.
my bubu also cute ^^
weeeee :D
haha well its just like 1 hour meetup like that.
because they got to go home before 6 oclock.
well even know it's a while.
i really enjoy it.
before i go back.
my bubu give me something like a present.
well.
im kinda anxious and cant wait to see what inside.
i hurry and run go back home just want to see what thing inside.
when arrive at home..
i see a card beside the "thing"
i read it.
you know what? it is so touching ok.
very very touching for me.
and i open the "thing" inside.
is a jar inside full of heart make from colourful paper.
i read one by one.
the more i read the more my heart keep touching.
is really i dont know how to explain it with a words.
it just make myself quite and no word come out from my mouth.
i not even smiling.
my tears dropping one by one.. not because im sad.
but because every each of the heart make me feel touching and comfortable.
oh GOD.. i really really love her and i dont want let her go.
i smiling but still my tears dropping down from my eyes.
every word inside those heart make me relax and touching.
speechless weyh. really really speechless.
after i read some of them.
im promise to myself something like this:

i promise not try to hurt her again, i promise then i will never ever let her go, i promise i will be loyal to her. i promise that i wont forget her easily, i promise that i will appreciate her no matter what, i promise to myself not to play her feeling, i promise not to do bad thing to her, i promise to myself that i will give my best out for her, i promise to myself i never and ever go for other girl, i promise myself that i will take care her, i promise to myself that i will do whatever she want to, i promise to myself that i trust her, but the most important is..

I PROMISE THAT I WILL LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL!
baby if you read this please come and fine me aite? :) im just so addicted is like forever!

haha. until now only i post. stay tuned for next post aite? ;)

HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

bored bored !

2008-09-08T06:05:00.000-07:00

Sorry this last 2 days i dint post any blog.
kinda busy with study and another thing to do.
well..
plus if i blog also.
nothing to say de.
bored.
just a normal day.
well saturday,
i go ss18 see Wen Yee play basketball.
well she not playing she just like "playing"
haha.
i , Desmond , Fizmo and Shanice.
enjoy seeing Wen Yee " playing "
LOL.
then Shanice got to go back home early. ):
at 10.30..
then after that few minutes later.
it was raining..
i suppose to go back that time and pei my bubu.
well to bad i break promise o.o
sorry leh ):
hm then we 3 pei Wen Yee go drink and eat..
Des and Wen Yee drink at mamak.
well me and Fiz.
watching like desperate people need a drink.
haha.
too bad at mamak dont have food to eat..
so Des and Wen Yee decide to eat at chinese restaurant beside the mamak stall.
errr i see PORK.
i dont want go inside.
Fizmo keep forcing me.
then Fizmo let me go..
haha :P
i was hearing mp3
and the rain still no sign to stop yet.
around 12++
Wen Yee mom arrive so it's time for Wen Yee to say goodbye to us.
hmm after that..
three of us walk to in front of SMKSU and take taxi from there.
well bus is late and raindrop still falling..
so we take taxi from there.
well usually no taxi will stop there because it dangerous.
but this day is lucky for us..
got taxi stop.
we immerdiately go to usj8 cc.
arrive at there..
we see Ash..
but we not sit close to him..
we play Dota and we have fun at there.
what a nice game.
even know we lose.
haha xP.
really enjoy it.
then we all go to Fizmo house..
i and Fizmo learn something new for editing video.
haha we learn alot weyh.
Fizmo also pro already.
hmm..
since i become song searcher.
he will become our djinsten for HOTB.
LOL
haha after learn some new edit trick with Des.
three of us go down stair and shuffle LOL.
so funny weyh ^^
haha
me and Fizmo dont look like puasa at all.
xD

jahrakal !

2008-09-05T06:40:00.000-07:00

This morning
i go to Fizmo house.
haha.
when i almost reach there i see him waiting for me.
lol.
so funny the way he waiting for me.
nothing much we do at his home.
sleep sleep sleep.
then Fizmo online.
because of Shanice for sure.
^^
well the both webcam.
i damn bored nothing to do.
i do stupid thing will they webcaming.
haha.
funny.
well not really.
i look like an idiot.
hm 1 p.m.
we go cc.
playing dota.
then Ash come.
he look like bad mood on us.
well.
we dont care.
we play with Hafizi.
haih..
3 hours play.
3 games lose.
the last game almost win but lucky because of that stupid VENGEFUL SPIRIT only know how to ks.
make my GODLIKE end.
using MEEPO that time.
first time own using MEEPO :P
can believe.
that game is nice.
i can 1 on 1 with AXE for the first time
xD
haha.
then at 4.30 p.m
we when back to Fiz house.
take my stuff.
and go back home.
well Fiz fetch me until bus come.
haha.
we go siao.
mengumpat pasal orang.
so bad har?
xD
haha JAHRAKAL aka TROLL look like **H
even VENO and CLOCKWERK also
xP
well so funny.
until Fizmo laugh and guess what his face look abit like GONDAR!
lol.
haha then even i laugh my face look like TIDEHUNTER
xD
then bus arrive.
i leave Fizmo alone.
i get back home.
then straight go online.
LOL.
after that berbuka puasa.
haha so full.
i eat so many thing.
even i cant remember what i eat.
@@
haha.
after that i pm my bubu.
well she seems like not having a good mood this 2 days.
kesian her.
because of her SELFISH friend make her suffer and sad.
lose her hyperness.
i try my best to bring her hyperness back.
wish me luck ok :(
then she off because she tired and want some rest.
i go pray at mosque.
terawih thingy.
then after that i go back and waiting.
waiting my bubu to online.
well i keep waiting but she still not online.
i guess her brother using computer.
it's okay i understand :)
i straight go blog
and post this thing now!
LOL.

hmm..
i think i better go now.
waiting my bubu online.
waiting,waiting & waiting.
take care guys ^^

another boring day of my life.

2008-09-04T06:39:00.000-07:00

hey,
another new post today.
today i cant say is good day.
it has been raining from 12 p.m until 5 p.m
nothing much to say for today.
well today is my 2nd day off.
so tomorrow i gonna start go to school back.
my eye now ok already.
that's a good thing for sure.
this morning.
i go to cc like usual.
meet Izzy again.
well it's like me and him are very close man -.-
like a gay couple.
like usual playing dota and bla bla.
at 8.30 a.m i online msn and my bubu like usual always pm me.
i think i chat with her about 2 hours.
and Fizmo suddenly come out of nowhere pm me.
kinda suprise i thought he go school duh.
but he say he late wake up and got baby crying disturb him sleeping.
that's why he wake up late.
and he forgot to set his alarm.
he kinda piss off abit today but still happy when see me :)
haha.
he come cc and we play dota together.
too bad me and him lose that game.
well sometimes we win,sometime we lose so we still cool with that.
at 1 p.m we stop play and i follow Fizmo to his house.
it was raining.
we run go back to his house.
at Fiz home.
i quickly open dota :P
well he sleeping.
we both half wet.
but we dont care lala :D
i play game so syok until forgot that the time is 4.30 p.m.
i wake Fizmo up and ask him to fetch me until his gate.
well it's still raining.
i run go to bus stop.
i miss Metrobus no.10
wtf?!
then i wait for RapidKL.
luckily i wear school uniform.
or not sure i kena pay RM2.00
phew -.-''
RM1.oo is enough to get me home.
at infront of Summit.
i press bus dingdong thingy and stop at there.
haih...
puasa but must walk somemore.
damn far la.
rain pulak haih...
terpaksa lo.
when i at home already.
i straight go take bath and sleep awhile.
1 hour sleep.
then wake up and online as usual.
when i online.
i see my bubu online.
faster then usual she use to.
i see her pm.
many question pop out in my mind

what's wrong with her?
she ok or not?
did i do anything wrong to her?
who make her sad?
why she like this suddenly?

she pm me.
and tell me everything what happen in school.
well i kesian with her :(
her friend make her sad.
bubu and her friends suppose to be celebrate birthday together this 13 September.
but they cancel it to 20 September.
bubu cant come on that day.
maybe she gonna do bbq party.
and her friends they can celebrate without her.
that's why she sad.
feel pity on her dowh. =/
well it's okay if u cant go celebrate with them.
you can celebrate with me and other.
:)
like Shan,Fizmo and some of your friend.
if the party going to be happen.
then we gonna come just for bubu only.
dont worry be happy.
bibi sayang you muaxx <3>

hey wassup world.

2008-09-03T01:31:00.000-07:00

hello boy's and girl's
this is Jaymiiee new blog.
well i have another blog but no more active.
kinda lazy to update it.
well.
i promise this one will be the latest and always been update :)

my real name is Zulhelmi
nickname Jaymiiee,Kimi or Helmi.
well
im 17 this year *on 2008*
im mix with chinese,malay and mamak.
and i hate racist.
so for racist would you please fuck off.
remember our country have many religion so please respect other aite :)
nothing much about me.
just a normal boy,kinda tall and slim.
love to hang out and chatting.
sms but too bad i lost my handphone.
im waiting for the new one.
haha wish can get w850i
x)
but what i love most is my bubu,Sherynn
im addicted to her and she is my drug i cant live without.
well
what i hate is backstabber and lala.
kinda anti of it.
but some of my friend they is.
no need to tell their name.
they will know by themself.
like pepatah malay say *siapa yang makan cili,dialah yang akan terasa pedasnya*
:)
that's only i can say for now.
hope you guys enjoy seeing my blog.
and keep your eye on my blog for the new updates.
^^

well today is wednesday 3 september
hmm..
today kinda bored. :(
i going cc this morning and once again i see Izzy.
haha we do nothing much just play NFSU2 and dota.
everytime i play with him sure he gonna blame me if i did mistake.
dude i'm abit noob so chill la brother.
but i get use to it..
i expected Chibi,Beekay and Ash going school.
same with Fizmo.
after stay at like 5 hours.
i go back home.
like usual.
will online back at home and do some stuff.
until i dint realise was 6.30.
omG !
i go bath and straight get ready for berbuka.
lol the dish is very delicious.
ayam masak merah,daging rendang,kankung masak belacan and some desert like caramel and kuih.
wow,my stomach full after that.
really enjoy like orang tak pernah makan setahun.
weeeeee :D
then i online back.
Ash pm me that teacher looking for me.
well i got reason.
my eye going red.
if i come school sure can spread o.O
plus i got doctor permission to cuti 2 days.
so that's mean tomorrow i no need go school.
weee : D.
MERDEKA !
well Merdeka pass already but for me i got time to enjoy tomorrow.
back for today..
i see my bubu online.
as usual she will pm me.
haha too bad la.
i cant talk long go sembahyang terawih until 930.
when i get back see she offline dy.
i thought she offline until tomorrow.
before i go pray at mosque.
she promise me that she will wait for me.
then almost 10 oclock.
pooff ~
there she go haha ^^
i love her so much i dont think i will leave her.
muaxxx syg u super duper alot weyh.
so until here only for today.
want teman my bubu :P
take care guys!

from:Jaymiiee
chiow!
xO's
*love Sherynn most*

you can add me in msn : onlyjaymiieelovesyou_@hotmail.com