hmm another day.
another bored bored day.
its cold because its rain.
almost everday raining.
its so cold.
even i wear sweater i still feel cold.

thats what i feel to my girl too.
i feel so cold because i less talk to her.
and she less to online too.
ahh.
even people gossiping about it.
its like a painful whisper to my heart.
fuck.
i dont know what i am thinking.
because we have both exam.
thats what make us far apart now.
i always think about her.
how is she? is it she ok?
well.
i think too much too ):
i scare to break up with her now.
scare my heart more painful more painful then normal break up.
ahhh.
i dont know why i feeling like this.
dear god please help me.
i dont want lose her.
please!

plus im getting jealous if i see her with other boy.
i dont know why i cant be understandable on that part.
hmm what should i do?
i see her and M also make me want angry already.
am i too bad.
i'm kinda protective to my girl.
but she like it or not?
is she comfortable if im like this.
haih.
its like puzzle i cant solve it.
gosh.

my mind mess up since i receive letter from school
because i skip school many time.
since then.
i dint uncomfortable with myself.
haih..
there so much more i can say.
but i cant express it here.
i dont know why.
hmm see u guys next time.
bye!