ahar ahar.
OHOI aloya ; sweatness turn to GAY-TARD :P
ohmygod.
what am i talking?
LOL.

well today my mood kinda turn me down.
i dont know why.
well cant blame Barcelona make Manchester United lose.
so whatthahell..?
i'm suppose blogging what's up with me right?

okok back to the story..
this is how i feel entirely through out my life after i lose everything that i have.
i regret because i blow it.. i regret because i just cant do it..
my life.. kinda suck i guess? or maybe worst..
yeah.. i acting happy through out my life but deep inside of me..
i get hurt , feeling down , emotional , depress and what so ever you guys can think of..
it's not like i'm despo try to find a new life..
but.. i dont know why it's always happen to me..
if you guys think you'll see a happy Kimi or Jaymiiee..
dont think that i always have a such a big lie of me so called "happy life"..
i have been through alot of some shit things..
i get dump by my ex , i get fucked up with my crazy & twisted thinking family , i get backstab from my so called "bestfriend" & what ever god has been throw alot of test on me..
and so what?
is there more to come?
oh god.. i dint mean i dint respect you but i have been through alot of test.
and yeah.. i get use to it.
and get bored with it too.
but..
i learn so many thing what happen through around me.
and yeah.. the result..
i have been more independence and stronger then last time.
but still..
some people think i'm a jackass and some think i'm good to be friend with..
well fuck off to haters and thanks my friends who always be with me.
i dont need list out all my friends name that good to me and even the SOHAI who hates me.
if you think you'll my friend you can feel what i feel and what i'm talking about..
if you SOHAI..
then SENDIRI PERASAN la!
sighs..

and i'm so grateful that i have a good friend like Fizmo.
he the only one can feel what i feel.
and
Juzz , my Singapore rocking buddy.
they are same. i can say they're twins from god send down to earth and help me?
big YEAH for me.
thanks guys.
love you..

my p.m :

if you love me , thank you .
if you hate me , fuck off .

aite chiow.

hey guys.
well.. this 2 days i had nothing to do.
and im bored too..
well..
problem and sort of stuff always come find me in first place.
i get use to it so it wont be a problem..

same old story..
my friend.. Fizmo emo again.
and you know why he emo?
of course..
if you close to him la..

Sherynn?
wo..
ok she just break with her boyfriend..
and yeah..
i got talk to her..
advice her stuff like that..
and bla bla bla.. *make story become short*

i feel kesian to them..
well.. it's a life.
so anything can happen yeah.
up there only know what gonna happen next.
so cheer up guys!
you got life to continue on!

Milz is ok already with me.
and other also.. *some people i dont know*
well hell yeah bro give me 5 !
haha..
and me?
well im ok..
as long i keep my distance between trouble and mistake..
LOL.
kinda enjoying life i guess?
=]

and yeah.. life is bored but sometimes you got to do something to get out from it.
so cheer up.
it's natural we caught up in trouble,mistake and other stuff.
after we dead we wont stand a chance to fix everything that we did in your life before we dead..
so enjoy life.. stop fucking emotional.
be positive..
well im just human and i did do mistake so what?!
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS TO LIVE WHAT YOU GOT TO KEEP ON MOVING!

haha chiow!

hey guys.

sorry for not blogging this few days.
oh yeah.
yesterday.
it was great day.
clubbing babe =]
so long dint go club.

i got some picture here.


myself promoting Barcelona? x)


Fizmo OHMYGOD!


David and his friend :P *poyo face*


peace? not my finger. guess who's finger :D


you all damn lifeless kah? -.-" macam hisap ganja.


our driver pose :P haha!


gay yet ke ai LOL !


Fizmo with his expression? LOL!


lol his face macam kid man x)


haha Fizmo hisap & my face macam gorilla seriously -____-"


pergh pose tak nak kalah man WTF!


lonely stoges xD


i'm rocking on the dance floor *warm up*


ops mata hilang xD

HAHA!
i got more pic actually.
but the best picture you all can see is when rocking the BARCELONA FLOOR BABE!
here it is :


Milz with his style *yeng sial*


ini Ajam ke? haha x) *macam buka kepak ayam*


David with his kick *waaaachaaa!! & watch out ladies :P*


Fizmo macam jalan ayam je :P

alot of people watching us shuffling. ohmygod.
i damn paiseh haha x)
David rocking macam orang mabuk.
lol Milz malu ayam x)
and Fizmo act cool :P

and the same time we take picture..
we also got record..
but havent edit yet.
i have to tell you..
even know we take this pic before it get damn crowded.
we all having fun.
haha x)

thats all for today byebye :D

hey hey :D

wassup everybody.

i just want to make a simple short post.

this post especially to my friend , Milz.

this morning we already have a table talk about your attitude.

just keep it mind.

that we not scold you because we hate you,

but because we care as a friend and want you to change your attitude.

because of we care you as a friend that's why we did table talk this morning.

so..

we just give you an advice.

the rest is up to you.

you want change must be on your own.

we cant help you already.

we have enough and sick about your lie.

but we just keep it and just ignore it.

remember all the word we said about you this morning?

please keep it mind.. (if you want to change)

so.. i want to know what is your answer..

either you want to continue be friend with us or you step away from us and make yourself dissappear.

choose between those.

i respect your decision and what so ever we did.

to be honest..

i give you a time and i did give you a face to improve yourself..

so i can say this is my last chance to you.

so dont screwed it like you screw to Aan and Fizmo

they both wont forgive you.

with others?

Jabar,Chibi and Beekay?

you ask them..

and dont ever forget to ask forgiveness from your beloved girlfriend.

ok?

chiow. you want ask anything? MSN or real life..

i try always be there.

hey guys.

1st thing i want to say.

about my last post.
the word of S and J i dint mean to say that you both bad or something.
i just want you guys know how suffering i am now.
maybe i'm kinda rush and desperate to end my single life.
but at list i not too desperate like some bastard.
thanks friend who always with me when i'm feeling down..
so i hope you guys understand how suffering i am..
hope you guys know that i'm just kinda lonely that's all..
i dint simply put people name and make bad stories about it..
so yeah.. big sorry if i hurt someone feeling here..

2nd thing i want to say.

for those ex UHD.
actually..
i just damn piss off because they way you leave UHD and make us in chaos.
did you know..
when you guys leave..
how was Fizmo?
he look confused,tired and almost sick..
how about me?
i damn speechless,feel like want whack someone because of this.
maybe David can act dont care but i know he have a hard time too.
why you guys so mean when after you guys leave UHD.
if you want leave UHD,please leave UHD in a good way.
and because just one thing happen..
about Shanice and Fizmo stuff..
why you all like want to seperate and finding excuse to go out from UHD just because of this?
if you guys got brain..
you wont do this..
right? please think twice before you guys do something..
come on la..
we all still teenager.
still mentah~ u know what is mentah?
not mature yet..
why you guys smaller then us (crew) think that you guys mature.
you know because of this..
i wont accept you guys back to UHD..
change your personality and stop acting like goddamn mature..
because you all just a kid.
and please respect older..
dont simply put blame on the older..
think..
please..
and even some older crew also think like kid.
come on you already got my ex..
why join then leave then join back then leave again?
why? you say yourself busy?
we busy too.. dont say i and Fizmo free..
dont you know how hard to handle UHD?
even we all busy..
we still in one group..
and still hang out and work together as team.

but it's still too late for you guys to change my mind now..
i wont accept you guys in UHD back..
even now still got 1 slot left for UHD

and by the way Milz.
welcome to UprisingHardDance.

3rd thing i want to say.

to my Singapore friend.
dont simply make a story and include me in with it.
i wont do anything wrong plus i'm not here when the thing happen.
please.. all i can say one thing..
stop act childish..
and why dont you guys ask Juzz.
he know everything that you guys dint even know..
ok?

thats all
-THE END-

thanks alot Esther for the post info about Lee Ping.
after i read it.
i damn speechless..
seriously..
i feel like i want cry but just cant because i at public now..
with Milz and Fizmo..
tear almost come out but i tahan..
feel want shout and scream loudly..
want make myself lega..
but anyway thank once again..
i damn appreciate it.
i cant believe i thought she kind and look innocent.

but i guess i kena tipu by her because her innocent look.
the part she cry memang make me lagi kesian and want comfort with her..
argh damnnnn..
haiz.
i guess my luck wasnt good at all..
since i lose my first kiss to S.
and i get reject by J.
now this type of thing happen to me.
oh god..
why it happen to me..

nevermind..
maybe i should give up and move one with single life.
i gonna keep it strong because i have to move along with life..
but it's ok..
i have to be faithful..
maybe there is good side that i must look behind from all this thing happen.
i learn alot from this.

thanks thanks thanks!
esthaaaaaaa u rockssss!

to someone.
hoi ahpek..
you think you good?
why blame me for nothing?
i dint do anything wrong also!
FUCK OFF YEAH!
you ask your stupid sheryenn stop kacau me then only i delete this post.
you get blind by her la mahai..
because you like her you want end our relationship just because thing that i dint do?
DONT BE SOHAI PLEASE!
dont regret one day and come find me say you regret what are you doing now.
i dont do anything cibai..
you can ask Juzz how slut is she?
fuck her la..
i wont give a damn to you both you faggot.
i dint like her and i never talk to her..
she the one who disturb and you want blame me because i say BITCH to HER?
HOW ABOUT YOU,WANT ME CALL YOU BASTARD?
go die la..
SHERYENN
your mom is a BITCH and you is a SLUT!
fuck off.

hey MR.THEJ
if you got brain,you should think and at list check who make the story first.
you know what is GEBANG?
YOU KNOW WHAT'S THAT?
is a LIER you GOBLOK!

bye MR BASTARD and MRS BITCH.
FUCK YOU BOTH NOW I WONT GIVE DAMN.
DONT COME FIND ME ONE DAY.

haha my new post in the Estha blog.
thanks Spiderman Estha.

here's the link.
go go go !
http://fartoutlouds-babyster.blogspot.com/

cya ^^

hey guys.
actually i want to make short post here.

it is called
" GAY FOREVER"

haha.
copy this link and paste if you want to know more :D

http://fizmo-elmo.blogspot.com/

bye ^^

hey hey.
today is abit special post for my blog.
is about mothers' day.

as you guys know,mom is the person who born us to this world.
you should thank to them because they give us a life.
i already thank,hug and kiss her.
but through the phone because she far away from me.
how about you guys?
did you did that to you your mom too?
if you dont,this is a good chance to say whatever you want or do something special for you mom.

well it is also a great time to say sorry and ask her for forgiveness whatever we did make her heartbreak.
hey you guys know?
like malay people use to say.
"syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu"
so remember.
dont simply put your anger on your mom because our mom scold us just to want make us to be a better person and not to do the same mistake again.
because she care about us that is why she scold us.
but doesnt mean she scold us like hate us right?
if you think what i think.
you also will be thinking same just like me.

there is a malay story call "anak Tanggang"
is about one boy name Tanggang who move away from village to find a god job far away from his place.
before that he promise his mom that he will be back and help his mom and give alot of promise to make his mom life better.
he marry with Sultan daughter.
and then he become rich until he forget about his mom.
his mom miss him everday,every week and every year.
wishing that her only son will come back.
one day,his mom hear story about him.
with help from people.
she know where her son now.
she so delighted and cant wait to see her son.
but when she see her son.
her son wont recognize her.
what a painful and hertbreak for her because her only son forget about her
and even more worst,her son kick her out from the palace where he stay.
with broken heart.
she curse her son become a stone.

from that story,we learn alot of lessons from there.

remember,love your mummy.
i wish all mothers in the world happy mothers' day.

from Jaymiie who loves his mother
muacks *kiss and hug*

c'ya peeps!

hi guys.

today on 9th May 2009.
i go Maison with Fizmo,David,MifMiff & David's friend.
forgot his name :P
sorry!
i wake up early go cc just want meet the David & Fizmo.
around 9.
David at there.
we wait Fizmo.
he come and then straight go Sunway to see his girlfriend.
around 12.30 p.m,i & David go Sunway.
pick Fizmo and MifMif.
we eat at gasoline while waiting MifMif havent reached yet.
so as soon MifMif reach.
David's friend also arrive and waiting for us.
OMG he drive care like crazy.
we reach at Asia Jaya then take LRT straight to Dangi.
from there we see Maison.

we get in inside and party.
haha.
i wish i can take photo but the Maison owner wont let us take the photo.
argh~
i meet alot of new friend.
HM Johor and THI.
haha.
it was fun day ^^
i damn hyper and screaming like orang gila.
woooo..
syok man.
but at the same time the place very hot because crowded with people.
and even funny i see alot of shuffle wannabe try to shuffle and try to show that he can do better
LOL
lame~ -.-"

around 6.
we go out from that place.
and by the way.
we see a fake Damien K man wtshit! -______-"
OMG we get a fake DJ for HR party dude~
whatever i dont give a damn la.
and then we straight go shuffling at outside.
recording with HM Johor.
it was fun day.
and then after tired shuffling.
we go to nearest mamak restraurant to fill up our empty stomach.
erm we laugh & we make a joke.
damn memorable this day ^^
cant forget this day.

so after 7.45 p.m
we all seperate and going back to our own place.
i and UHD friend go back to Asia Jaya and then straight go back own home.
David's friend send to home first.
i back bath and then online post this blog.
^^

so c'ya all tomorrow maybe the day after tomorrow?
LOL!
bye~

hey guys.
i forgot to update my blog last night so i update it this evening.

yesterday i suppose go to CHS meet my sister Janice.
but Fizmo girlfriend dint go to her school so Fizmo also wont go to the school.
i damn speechless but not angry.
i wake early yesterday and i just staring in front computer.
omg damn lifeless man -_______-"
but its ok i wont blame those two people.

so i see Janice friend's , JiaErn online.
i just want to say congrats to her because Man Utd go final for UEFA.
and then we turn out chatting almost we can say very long chat.
haha..
i want kao her la!
LOL im just kidding.
she very good and kinda talkative also.
and then i go pray and go bank after that.
go take money going to Maison.
and then at night online play dota thats all.

i cant wait to go to Maison which is today.
long time no go clubbing ^^
ok ttynt peeps
c'ya!

hey guys.
today is the day that sad and sorrow in my family.
because we just lost our youngest family member.
my auntie.
she passed away on this morning on 5 a.m
i get back to Singapore as quickly as i could.
buy plane ticket this morning.
in hurry my uncle ask the taxi driver as fast as the taxi can go.

arrive at Singapore around 10 a.m
as soon as we arrive.
we pray for blessing her soul in another world.
it is a must for us to that.
for blessing her soul.
i kiss my auntie head for a last time.
i cant look at her face.
i cant stop crying.

alot of sad thing happen on this day.
especially i very pity with my grandpa who cant come to see his daughter for a last time.
when i go to hospital.
my grandpa crying nonstop.
agh~ i hate moment like this.
my uncle try to calm him..

actually i dont want to talk much about this thing.
i damn hate it much.
after i see my grandpa.
i go CC near Changi Airport with my uncle.
my uncle want use computer for see-ing what time our flight leaving.
i use that time to cheer me up going on my GG just want to make myself happy while even know im not happy what happen today.
chat with Choco and others in GG.
i acting to be hyper.
but some part i just cant.

im sorry to Fizmo and Milz *Jabar too*
because i cant come to have spa with you guys.
im so sorry.
i hope you guys understand me.
im not lying.
its the truth.

tomorrow i will be going CHS to accompany Fizmo see his girlfriend tomorrow.
i hope i will be fine tomorrow.
well i need to rest early as possible.
im too tired and too depress about what happen today.

c'ya


in Memories

Mrs Siti Wong Binti Majid Yeap

hey guys.
im back after 1 month never blogging.
alot thing happen this 1 month.
so.

i just want make a simple post about today.
today i , Fizmo and Milz go watch movie at Sunway.
we watching Wolverine.
damn nice man.
the story is nice , pact with action and the effect is awesome.
damn syok.
i watch until cant blink the eye.
haha.

after watch movie.
i go lepak with them at jusco.
just lepak.
no eat.
around 8 we wait for bus.
at the same time , we share story.
we talk alot about the movie.
and make some jokes too.
haha.
i can say today is enjoyable day.

i back blogging so stay tune :)