ahar ahar.
OHOI aloya ; sweatness turn to GAY-TARD :P
ohmygod.
what am i talking?
LOL.

well today my mood kinda turn me down.
i dont know why.
well cant blame Barcelona make Manchester United lose.
so whatthahell..?
i'm suppose blogging what's up with me right?

okok back to the story..
this is how i feel entirely through out my life after i lose everything that i have.
i regret because i blow it.. i regret because i just cant do it..
my life.. kinda suck i guess? or maybe worst..
yeah.. i acting happy through out my life but deep inside of me..
i get hurt , feeling down , emotional , depress and what so ever you guys can think of..
it's not like i'm despo try to find a new life..
but.. i dont know why it's always happen to me..
if you guys think you'll see a happy Kimi or Jaymiiee..
dont think that i always have a such a big lie of me so called "happy life"..
i have been through alot of some shit things..
i get dump by my ex , i get fucked up with my crazy & twisted thinking family , i get backstab from my so called "bestfriend" & what ever god has been throw alot of test on me..
and so what?
is there more to come?
oh god.. i dint mean i dint respect you but i have been through alot of test.
and yeah.. i get use to it.
and get bored with it too.
but..
i learn so many thing what happen through around me.
and yeah.. the result..
i have been more independence and stronger then last time.
but still..
some people think i'm a jackass and some think i'm good to be friend with..
well fuck off to haters and thanks my friends who always be with me.
i dont need list out all my friends name that good to me and even the SOHAI who hates me.
if you think you'll my friend you can feel what i feel and what i'm talking about..
if you SOHAI..
then SENDIRI PERASAN la!
sighs..

and i'm so grateful that i have a good friend like Fizmo.
he the only one can feel what i feel.
and
Juzz , my Singapore rocking buddy.
they are same. i can say they're twins from god send down to earth and help me?
big YEAH for me.
thanks guys.
love you..

my p.m :

if you love me , thank you .
if you hate me , fuck off .

aite chiow.